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I WANT TO DRIVE MY CAR INTO THE OCEAN REALLY SLOWLY, LIKE A TURTLE
JOSEPH MOORE


i played a show last night by myself with an electric guitar
and dedicated a song to sleeping pills
a girl came up to me after i played
and told me that i made her really depressed

later that night i wanted to disappear so badly that i went home
and took eight of those really strong sleeping pills that you gave me
i slept for fifteen hours and then woke up
and looked at myself in the bathroom mirror
my hair looked huger than ever

today i rode my bike through the rain
and saw someone on a bicycle get hit by a car
i tried to get a job as an ice cream truck driver
i drank a bottle of wine at five o'clock
and took a really hot bath

someone used my bank account
to put 1,500 dollars into
and then take 1,500 dollars out
on may 5th

i wish i couldn't think right now