pretending my bike was a horse, was pre-empted by remembering how many times before i'd pretended inanimate objects were my friends lol
well. here it is, this moment, it has finally come, the moment when i tweet this: 'seems impossible to do anything'
guys the word 'stomachache' has the letters 'achache' like that in it
my dreams like.. have peaceful wild uninhabited places in them which makes me feel better about things i've said
phone draft: 'One of way si feel enlightened is thig that was referring away to other thing, other thing was original thing'
i wanna have good posture but also not seem approachable
i like how in anine hall she has to puff a puffa the indo before sje can fuck woody
Thot "one day god will come down... with his big dick"
egregiously understudied things: female genitalia, exactly how 2000 calories of mango is diff from 2000 calories of fried shrimp tempura
what kind of a thing is 'never change' to say to a person who is experiencing time
is there a rehab for ppl who are addicted to being flaky shitheads
conditional love is cool, good motivator
are crotchety old men autistic?
i feel happy listening to progressive talk radio style things on youtube
i dont carew about anything thats happened in the last 4000 years
the thing of being a hater is because of the insane amt of authority we given written words. i cant explain just trust me
im watching 'wetlands ' on netflix feels really safe, fesl warm and safe. im under two covers. feelin safe because of the mo ie
wanting someone to feel bad is violence?
Wish I was cockier and more arrogant
thought 'i got some width on me boy crack the fuck up i got some fuckin width on me'
all my relationships seem abusive, u know what i mean guys
people from the islands: nicki minaj, rihanna, jean rhys
i now this is gonna sound new agey, but i believe more in magic than anything else
i want manifest mediavel time so hard that the rest of my life is like has the vibe of mediaiavel times
shout out to all the autistic mice out there
tfw you dont want something to happen and its happening
is there a feminie wor dlike 'fellow'
my inalienable right to believe in magic
autism's when you roll no less than 30 n words deep
spilled a bunch of water on my knee and thought 'i like being like this'
i can feel all my ancestors suffering in my dna
We should be allowed to kill each other for more reasons than self-defense
the wave particle duality seems funny
I don't care if my tweets make sense, i just like pressing the 'tweet' button, that's my favorite part of twitter hehehe
life is like 'yeah im bad but if you dont try to fix me ill keep being bad to all the generatiosn to come so you havse to try' seesm abusive
I know I should try harder to be successful but I like how timid and insanely afraid of failure I am seems cute
i'll become a nun and run off to the library to secretly tweet sometimes, go deep on a decades long undercover nun infiltration
I like how it feels when I feel desperate and expand my tendrils to seek a life line while drowning
I think I should do a podcast
Every time i say the word "now" i'm also talking about the national organization for women
If they could make the internet so u navigated it by commanding it and it told u stuff back, that would be better. Hurts my eyes tbh
Should I stick and poke a tear drop on my face? My parents went out of town
a combination of blaming society for my problems and acknowledging the part i play in them feels good
Joy Williams keepin it topical with a school shooting story love it
its weird how ppl are all children and get herded about like sheep and condescended to and then the same people are adults later
its fun to pretend real human faces have been animated when u watch videos
if you pretend you have antlers it's good for your posture
the community of christians my parents are in shows me kindness and care
sometimes i feel like i've had babies,
really tiny gnomes
that have crawl out and live in the world now somehwere
no mattrer what i do if i feel good for a while eventaulyl i fele bad
stuff comin out your vagina doesnt men your aroused its not equivalent to eraection
someone hit me hards with their car and i fell off my bike cocksuckers
there was a shotting on my parents street and now the neighbors have a puppy who howls and cries in the back yard all day
thought 'times gon come. im articulate, and im a slaughterhouse. better recognize'
im not a christian but i cant just block out everything they said to me as a child
in the morning instead of drinking a glass of water i want to pour a bucket of water all over myself in bed
did half an hour of yoga today where i laid on the floor as still as possible
wanna read a compilation of like 50 stories of ppl who got away with dishonestly getting a lot of money and live somewhere nice now
classic failure to secure resources that will ensure my survival
have to take more risks
many, many, many more risks
I want to feel calmer, like I'm in cult
moved back into my parents house in 2015