It's a mental hospital in London, which is a brand new experience for me. I've only ever been hospitalized in America. It's important to try new hospitals.

I'm chained to the bed, propped at a forty-five degree angle. I'm thinking about white sheets and clean slates and second chances and zero chances. I'm ready to thrash the world. I'm ready to forgive myself, once and for all.

They've got me chained to the bed because they know I want to rock and roll. They know I'm willing to pay the ultimate price. They know I'm in way over my head. They know I'm not a rich kid. I screwed up big time this time. I really got the point across this time. I want to be a little boy again. I feel like the little girl in The Exorcist.