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4:47 PM me: my leg and hip pain intensified today, i feel crippled by hip pain instead of loneliness now, i'm seeing a doctor
Zachary: thats funny
a lot of buttons on m ky my keyboard dont work
4:48 PM like delete
me: i want to be crippled by loneliness not hip pain
4:49 PM Zachary: thats funny
i dont know
4:50 PM you hvave a thing
like a war or cancer
its different
i donno
ou know you will feel better or something
dont you walike that
me: i feel uncertain about the future of my hip, some part of me believes it will never get better
4:51 PM st vincent's hospital's website is 'fucking shitty'
4:52 PM Zachary: st vinecnent
4:57 PM me:
i now know how people with amputated limbs or chronic pain from cancer
feel like, i can write a chronic pain from war injuries post iraqi war
novel now
5:02 PM Zachary: do you anticipate your book doing well because fo bulevima ebeing a social issue
5:03 PM me: yes, i think
i mean
no
i don't know
Zachary: i feel like it will
me: god
good
Zachary: people will think it has social merit
your book
me: oh, good
Zachary: like go ask allice
me: what happens in it
what is the social thing
Zachary: its about drugs
5:04 PM me: i feel my book is really ultimately life affirming
because the characters are trying to be good
distinguishing it from other things that involve bulimia or something
Zachary: i didnt mean ti wasnt that
5:05 PM me: i was just saying other stuff
Zachary:
i just meant for people that usually wouldnt like literary fiction for
th reasons you or i would might like it for its social thing or
something
me: yes, i agree
Zachary: fuck my keyboard
me: i just thought 'it also has war in it' which isn't true
i thought it had some war, like vietnam
Zachary: i just chortled
5:06 PM i ogot second life yesterday i dont nknwo how to use it
do you have second life
me: it would be really funny if you wrote a vietnam war novel
no
does it have graphics
Zachary: yeah
it looks like 2asfadsgsg 5 o r 8 years ago
me: it sounds shitty, like i dont want to look at it
Zachary: you get to make the girls take their clothes off
and fly
thats all i do
5:07 PM me: i heard you have to buy a penis
Zachary: oh,
i dont know
5:15 PM me:
i think i'm going to get nyu alumni gym membership and swim regularly
in tight swimming short things like the american apparel underwear
5:26 PM Zachary: good
i want to swim |